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there is quite a number of things to be done:
#1. get a new pair of shoes
#2. get some pairs of new socks
#3. get a new water bottle asap
#4. finish my maths revision papers today
#5. finish physics chapt 12: light of workbook and ws asap
#6. study physics, chem and bio this weekend and throw my doubts to the teachers on mon
#7. make sure i get a satisfied score for both my maths and sciences
#8. get new pens and hope that they wont go missing or go inkless again
#9. hope that my calculator wont give me problems last min before or during the tests cause it doesnt seem very well to me
#10. pray hard that i did not do very badly for my eng, ss and chi ct paper
#11. get a new pillow asap
#12. give the list to mrchan by mon
#14. do sth about my popular card cause i lost it
#15. recover the 2 eng ws that i lost
it should be more or less like that
although i feel there's still some more
this blogskin seems common
but i'll just use it
simple is the best(:
i felt like a piece of paper.
when the wind blows, part of me will be torn
i tried to withstand the wind, but i cant
i can only see bits and pieces of myself tearing away every time.
very soon, there is nothing of me left anymore.
i dont want to fail my maths again.
careless sucks.
"dont tell me that you scored badly for this paper because you're careless..this is not an excuse."
mstan just freak me out.
still no signs of improvements in studies
im sad):
i went to the bathroom and look at mirror for some unknown reasons
and i burst out into tears.
i dont know why i cried
i just know that im very sad
and the bathroom is the only place i can let my tears out
i like my maths teacher, but my maths sucks
i hate my physics teacher, and i know i would fail this subj
if ever i would drop any subj, im sure it will be physics
i am stupid.
was on facebook but suddenly quitted
was eagerly trying to search for alvin's blog but couldnt
came across some blogs and felt rather.. angry
i simply just dont understand why heaven is so unfair to some ppl
im not saying that im unhappy with my life
but i just felt unfair that some ppl can lead such a pretty life
they have nice famiy, lots of friends, gd relationship with everyone, nice results and everything
you can think im jealous
perhaps i am a little
but the main point is, it isnt fair at all
some ppl slog for their whole life but ended off with nothing
why they could just easily and happily lead their life with everything?
why cant heaven take away some of their happiness to give to those who deserve it?
i feel totally like crying now
maybe my bro is correct,
im just too stressed up
i think i may break down anytime
beware.
still no sign of alvin's blog..
i think i should just shut down my com, have my dinner and bath then start revising for my ss test tmr.
damn long never post lerh
partly because not much things to post
school is still as busy
1st day of lunar new year went sentosa
alot of ppl there
play and play and play
quite fun luh
im worried about my physics test
mrloh say score below 20/25 must retest
will i be 1 of those?
i guess so.
but still hope that im not
if i stand up as 1 of the failures for the e maths test this time round again
i think i will burst out crying
hope that i wont fail and pass with a satisfying mark for the test
see? really not much things to post about
bye(:
lastly, HAPPY NEW YEAR!!
this year will surely, 100%, no doubt, better than the last 1.
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