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Friday, March 1, 2013

I swear that I'm not even thinking about getting into honor roll and getting any As.
Because I did the papers on my own and obviously know where I stand.
I sincerely just want to get into the Uni and some course of my choice.
In fact, I do have a rough gauge of what kind of grades I'll be getting.
Dozens of eyes are on me and my grades suddenly.
I can admit that I do feel stressed, but I'm abnormally calm.
I'm quite sure that I can sleep tonight at least.
I guessed that I can only silently pray to my own God and hope that some good miracles does happen tomorrow.
It's absolutely ironic because I know everything is fixed right now.
So here I am trying to relieve some of my stress by writing.

Consciously, I fully understood what should I do now (which is to do nothing but just relax).
Subconsciously, I am silently having a war with myself.
But surprisingly, it's just a very minor feeling.
So minor to make me wonder whether it's good or bad.

Whatever it is, let's head to bed now.

posted at 12:19 AM by Shi Ting