Mickomushi.

Monday, February 22, 2010

i understand that we both have our lives to lead individually..
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posted at 5:45 PM by Shi Ting

Saturday, February 20, 2010

if you dare to tag, please leave your BIG name.

posted at 7:02 PM by Shi Ting

Thursday, February 18, 2010

by right, at this time, i should be doing my homework.

and i have tons to finish by tmr which is pretty impossible, plus i have a chem test tmr.

but well, just feel like spending a little time blogging.

the feeling doesnt come to me often anyway.

firstly, THANK YOU ZIQUN!!

you had never failed to touched me with your DIY cards every time you mailed me:D

really glad to have you as a senior

SO SWEET!!:PP

secondly, i would like to talk about CNY.

it's a sad CNY by the way..
feel sad for the animals at afamosa.

can you imagine yourselves being pulled by the people working there to take a photo with an orang utan, a tiger, a parrot, an elephant and a horse?

then they will publish the photo and sell it to you at a relatively high price.

do they even care if the animals are willing to do that?

i had seen the tiger looking away from the camera when they are taking a photo and the person just using his hand and force the tiger's head back to look at the camera.

after a long day of photo taking, the tiger was locked up in a cage that he can bearly move.

the orang utan, refusing to smile at the camera, was given a stern look by the person and reluctantly smiled.

when the photo was taken, he immediately dropped his smile and held his head low and look at the ground depressingly before the next tourist comes to have a photo with him smiling.

elephants playing soccer and basketball, entertaining huh?

when the elephant throw the ball too far, the crowd laughed and cheered.

who cares about the elephant's feeling?

the bear was trained to cycle, the birds was trained to do somersault, the orang utan was trained to play golf,the elephant was trained to stand on two legs, to paint..

these are just some of the many things i saw.

i had seen a lot of animals there, but there's one very important thing missing in them, the feeling of happiness.

when you look at the animals, you can really sense the sadness in them.

they dont get privileges, all they get in return was food for all the hard work.

they work almost 12 hours everyday, some even more.

they cant retaliate, cant escape, all they can do is to wait for death to call on them to release them from their suffering.

some of the birds even lost their natural ability to fly.

they are doing things that are against their natural abilities.

this is their fate and it really sour hearts.

painting by elephant

these are just some of the many photos i had.

will update if i managed to get them from my mum's camera and my cousin's phone

cousin 1: En(cousin 2), do you hate yourself because of your physical appearance?

En(cousin 2): no.

Cousin 1: why?

En (Cousin 2): *think for a while* it is me, myself leh..!

it was a short conversation, but i learnt something important from it.

can you imagine, En(cousin 2) was just a 7-year-old little girl who just started primary 1?

at such a young age, she can really understand that she can dislike anyone except herself.

just a simple reason because it is her, herself.

if you dont love yourself, who will love you?

posted at 7:08 PM by Shi Ting

Friday, February 12, 2010

yst night was bad with a nightmare of you.
today was bad with experiences with you.
you.

sometimes, you cant feel it doesnt mean it didnt exist.
sometimes, you think you felt it but it doesnt mean it existed.

posted at 10:20 PM by Shi Ting

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

if you have parents who would hold your hands to bring you to school when you're little,
i envy you.

if you have a parent who cooks for you everyday when you reach home,
i envy you.

if you have a parent who washes and irons your clothes daily,
i envy you.

if you have parents who do the household chores,
i envy you.

if you sees your parents everyday once you reach home,
i envy you.

if you have parents who teach you how to ride a bike before,
i envy you.

if you have parents who helps you to learn your spelling tests last time,
i envy you.

if you have parents who tell you bedtime stories previously,
i envy you.

if you have parents who feed you and change your diapers when you're still a baby,
i envy you.

because that's a real home, real family.
and i dont have it.

i dont blame them,
because they tried to give me the best.
they gave me a substitute,
but that's not i want,
and i know i cant complain.

people, stop complaining.
because you already have the real best.

posted at 10:48 PM by Shi Ting