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Friday, September 13, 2013

Just took a walk alone along the long canal.
Just me alone; no distractions, just the good air and peace.
and it made me think again..

If I had ever changed, I had done it solely to make myself happier.
Making yourself happier, isn't that the ultimate aim of life?
I personally do not find any wrong in that, and anyway I'm doing it within my means.
I'm trying my best to keep an open mind and be less judgemental in everything.
I'm doing so to make myself happier and to prevent those little things from ruining my mood just because 'they are not of my style'.
I thought it will be good if you can learn that too, because I want you to be happy as well.
And in the midst of judging me (again), please take a good deep look at yourself.
All humans are prone to change, even if you try to deny.
It's a fact that the thing is there. Have you ever thought that maybe it's just your strong sense of rejection acting subconsciously, that's why you don't feel it is there?
And sometimes the thing is not there. It's just your one-sided assumption that it is there, not to mention all judgemental part of you again.
Sorry I don't know a better way to phrase that.
You said that you have been reflecting, but I guess you're doing it all along in the wrong direction.
That explains why all the problems still exist.

Sometimes I really felt like all these is just karma.
How you treat a person in the past becomes the way how he/she treats you now.
I am trying.
But please do see that I'll get tired and give up someday if it's just an one-sided affair.
And anyway, the worse thing now is, I don't feel the slightest concern from you at all in all aspects of life.
There are so many incidences to prove that.

And by the way,  I always wanted to have someone beside me, whom I can say out all my thoughts and achievements to, without being judged as being proud or negative and all. I hope to be such a listener as well.
All I need is someone 'true'.

You will not see this. But I just need to let this off my chest.

posted at 8:53 PM by Shi Ting

Wednesday, September 11, 2013

I just realised that it's 911 today!
It is the 12th anniversary today but I'm sure that the pain in the hearts of the victims' loved ones has not resided.

Going to work on a fine morning, never to know that you will never return home safely.

posted at 5:57 PM by Shi Ting

Sunday, September 8, 2013

Just got my very first personal laptop
Windows 8 still seem quite cool at the moment;)



I just hope that you can understand that I just need a lot a lot of courage.


posted at 5:35 PM by Shi Ting

Sunday, September 1, 2013

后来 我总算学会了 如何去爱
可惜你 早已远去 消失在人海
后来终于在眼泪中明白
有些人 一旦错过就不再

永远不会再重来
有一个男孩 爱着那个女孩

Listening to this song.. will never fail to bring back memories.



posted at 7:41 PM by Shi Ting