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i realised that stress dont just come from studies.
i think my stress level havent really gone down after Os
omg i hate the feeling of uncertainty
currently spamming myself with the phrase, "船到桥头自然直"
dont worry, shi ting's still a happy kid(:
it's starting to get screwed up again.
im not going to let it back to haunt me again.
No, ever.
had a very weird feeling yesterday.
it's sort of a mixture of shiokness and unbelievable
cant believe the monster "olevels" is gone.
for the past 2 years, all of us have been haunted by him.
i can still remember the teachers are always saying, "we're looking at OLEVELS"
in a blink of a eye, it's here.
and in another blink, it's gone.
that's the power of time.
i cannot imagine how much time i spent on the never seems ending homework and tests..
how much time the teachers spent scolding us.
i think i will always remember the scene of 4E5 pushing out our chairs and standing up together once the examiner said "all the best for your results. hope you'll enjoy your holidays. you may go now."
all the cheering and smiles on our faces as we walked out of the hall.
It's just so sudden you see.
you know, normally when I'm watching tv or using com, sometimes part of me have this little bit of guilty.
then i'll start recalling what homework i have not done yet.
and yst, i got this feeling again, i think it's a habit already after 2 full years, lol.
okay, and then, suddenly i realised, i really got absolutely no more work to do anymore!
then i go, "oh ya.." and gives myself a knock on the head.
yeah, i think i'll need some time to adapt this particularly special type of sense of loss, LOL>.<
someone said this to me, "This is the way life is. People walk in and out no matter how good they have once been. What's important is their footprints that they had left in our lives. Let's not be sad, because what's important is that we had shared happy and memorable times together. If life could start over again, I wouldn't change anything, because it's my fate. Meeting you is also part of my fate."
okay, i changed some parts, but the content is roughly like that.
anyway the whole main point is that every people whom we came across in our lives, it's our fate to meet them. It's certainly not by chance or coincidence. Can you like get it? 6 billion people on this earth and i met you. So let's cherish this fate that we shared together kay?(:
I believe for many of us, our fate together are nearing the end.
we may not even ever meet again once we leave fuhua.
maybe very quickly, we will forget one another.
but anyway, thank you for entering my life(:
i believe every individual whom i meet makes a difference to me.
kay since there's no jobs available for me at the moment, i shall first enjoy my post Olevels period then(:
so sad im broke)':
feeling so bored suddenly.
need to start planning my holidays.
Saw this on someone's 微博:
心有多软，壳就得有多硬。
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