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today was a tiring day
but im really very very happy:D
although things dont really go well at the beginning.
the aces day wasnt too bad but of course there's room for improvement
i danced like a monkey
lol.
the concert was a sort of a success, i can say.
i almost teared during the video
the 4 minutes, is the effort of 2 whole days.
it's not important what people commented anymore, i tried my very best.
next, the 3s5 dance.
im so proud of my class.
although im not the one on stage dancing
good job, people! (:
the notebooks were delivered accordingly
tiring and troublesome, but all these worth it(:
gave MsChua the present
our acting managed to convince her(:
hope she like it(:
and the next time i passed by her table, i hope i can see the photo, reminding us the fond memories(:
bused back to bukit panjang with jiesi
have a walk around zhenghua
realised that we had indeed grown up(:
went bpp for lunch and met up with sihui and meiyu
went to my house and slacked around
joked here and there
haha.
photos will be at facebook since blogger isnt allowing it(:
i wonder when is blogger going to fix the website problems..
had a super super busy week handling the coming teachers' day project
very tired but yet fufilling(:
i had been leaving the school at 6+pm daily from monday to friday as the auntie comes and tell us she's going to lock the door
yesterday was a record breaking day
cause there's alumni band and night class in the evening so the doors were not locked
so me, yonglay and aijing stayed in the prefects' room till 9+pm
thank god
but what we had done were wasted in the end
the teacher' day video that we created was not accepted by MsChua
i like the idea alot lor!
the front part was super funny and the back part was very touching
and i felt super regretful for not saving the video before it was deleted!!
super SAD sia..
but i fully understand why MsChua made this decision.
took a cab home yesterday
*heartache*
reached school at 8.20am today
actually i was late
managed to *pull* myself out of the bed after much efforts cause i was really really tired
but in the end yonglay was later than me -.-
then we started editing the video again
and the whole thing became super screwed up
and we became super frustrated
in the afternoon, nothing was out
then i decided to start on another idea
and we did it:D
school close at 4.30pm so we were forced out
then me, ms chua, aijing and yonglay went to macs
but the laptop's battery went flat
MsChua bought us sundae and coke:D
then we went to jurong regional library
managed to grab a seat with powerpoint
met sawyi, huiqi and darren
we were very noisy and people are all looking at us =X
then MsChua drove us to IMM
had dinner and bought materials for ...
im pretty looking forward to the finally product:D
reached home at 10+pm =\
thanks yonglay for walking me to the mrt station and then took bus home although you can just walk home from IMM
had a lot of fun these days..
had a lot of people to thank..
i faced a lot of problems,
but with the help of many individuals, i managed to overcome them one by one.
im fortunate in such a way, really..
ps: im still upset by the fact that im not able to participate in the 3S5 dance):
still cannot upload videos or photos here):
a lot of maths homework today
but im glad that MissTan is making the effort to bomb us xP
having a slight headache now
not a good sign):
havent managed to get MissFoo's email from ShiLin yet
felt guilty.
there's Bio early in the morning tmr
hope i wont be too dissappointed.
im sorry, choir.
i sincerely hope that you can become normal again asap, friend.
i forgot what i want to say again
this happens when im busy
yes, im really quite busy nowadays with teachers' day
goodbye-
心墙 - 郭静
一个人 眺望碧海和蓝天
在心里面 那抹灰就淡一些
海豚从眼前飞越 我看见了最阳光的笑脸
好时光都该被宝贝 因为有限
我学着不去担心得太远
不计画太多 反而能勇敢冒险
丰富地过每一天 快乐地看每一天 Wooh~
第一次遇见阴天遮住你侧脸
有什么故事好想了解
我感觉我懂你的特别
你的心有一道墙 但我发现一扇窗
偶尔透出一丝暖暖的微光
就算你有一道墙 我的爱会攀上窗台盛放
打开窗你会看到悲伤融化
你会闻到幸福晴朗的芬芳
i like this song, both the tune and the lyrics
plus the song title
seemed meaningful to me, especially the last two paragraphs.
couldnt find a nice version of the actual song to put it here):
要相信自己的能力 - this is what mstai told me
i chose to believe it
i chose to believe that by working hard, i'll achieve my goal
life is not meant to be smooth sailing
yes, i failed.
so what, i believed that i'll pass with a satisfying result in the end
i know i dont have the talent, so i work extra hard to cover up
i believed that my fate is in my own hands.
i sincerely hope you do too, friend.
im disgusted by human nature.
i think there's some things i need to learn from you - to 先管好自己.
had a terrible afternoon.
okay.
shi ting, relax and smile(:
finally it's time to tidy up my stuffs and myself
fyi, im looking like a panda currently
just hope that i'll reap what i sow.
and the results will be satisfying.
-my eyes is very dry now and im tired
-i havent start revising my acids and bases for tmr chem ct and it will probably take quite long
-i felt guily that im here right now
-im not feeling very sad about my results but of course not happy
-telling myself that i can do it certainly have some effects on me
-im not happy with the positions where my mum put the clock and notice board in my room and the problem is i cant change it
-i suddenly felt that sec3 is super important and to my horror 3/4 of the year had past
-im surprised that EOY is coming in 5 weeks' time and im still have my ct2 now
-24 hours a day is not enough seriously
-im glad cheena sits beside me currently
-im apologetic(?) to cheena because i ask her too many questions
-im going to study now or else high possibility i'll flunk my chem
-okay goodbye people(:
i like the feeling of simplicity in my room although there's nothing much in here.
okay, blogger is getting from weird to weirder~
yesterday was a day of happenings
was okay with the chinese ct paper but amaths was just another dissapppointment):
didnt have much time for thinking so i think i left 20mks blank :O
was not paying attention during the whole of chem lesson
nadin and her ideas of playing with cheena's skotch tape was super funny
haha.
sorry ms hu!
bio lessons went as usual and ms foo suddenly came in and said it was her last day.
i dunno why but my 1st reaction was sad):
then took photos with her(:
i was glad for her actually
she's a nice person:D
ms hu is leaving next week.
everything is going to be back like original at last.
*phew* this term is eventful.
then stayed back to do work until 6pm
i like that feeling of quietness and calmness in the classroom after school(:
cheena helped me alot. thanks(:
this weekend is really meant for studying.
i realised i have alot to catch up before the common tests
jiayou, at least there isnt alot hw
my mum injured her hand and it seemed quite serious :X
yeaterday was a super warm day):
i promised myself tomorrow will be a no computer day.
so i think i better post today although my plan is to post tomorrow
cause basically today is an unfufilling day
there's imaginary super glue that stick my eyes to the computer monitor the whole day
haha.
okay, tomorrow is national day(:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!
I LOVE YOU:D
today is jiawan and aijing's birthday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRLS, STAY PRETTY ALWAYS x)
tomorrow is cheena's bithday.
HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY!
THANKS FOR BEING A NICE FRIEND(:
okay, finished birthday part. *phew*
im going to start on my sentimental part now.
be prepared.
to a person:
had you changed or it's just my imaginations?
i wished that what i had been thinking all along is all wrong.
but you're the one proving me that im right once and once again.
i know there's this part of you that is badly hurt.
i cant do anything as an outsider.
i can still remember the times when you told me about your family;
the times when you consoled and encouraged me;
the times when you tried very hard to make me smile.
but everything is suddenly gone at that time, like a shattered vase
i got cuts, but i know you're injured more badly.
i wished all these never happened before,
my friend.
不知什么时候开始，我开始注意起他人的背影。
背影，似乎带着一种莫名的强大力量。
DANGER: i think im suffering from short-term memory :O
maybe it's because there so many things on my mind that i tends to forget small little stuff very easily
and it's SUPER easily
i wont be like that last time lor, so sad
now i have to record everything down on my handbook to help myself =X
received alot of national day "presents" from the teachers
im sure they can keep me busy for the "long" weekend
the song played on the radio doesnt sound the one as the one i have
i think mine is nicer, have that kind of punch
okay, i suddenly realised that all national day songs have both chinese and english versions
so weird, haha.
and it was super embarrassing on the stage today
the choir is not supposed to sing this type of songs lor
and it's so not high at the time
i even did the actions wrongly :Z
nevermind luh, it's over(:
having cough suddenly, omg.
just got myself a "higher standard" storybook for tuesday reading period cause mrstai said the one im currently reading is too low for sec3 ):
okay, i remembered i had alot to post here
but the short-term memory took over most of it.
bye then,
have to start homework or i will never finished by tues
and nadin started hers :O
apparently my mood was ruined by blogger because everything is gone AGAIN when i log in just 1 minute ago
okay fine, i think i can still post without the things
second post of the day.
i had been wasting oxygen, time, electricity and life for the past 2 and a half days
i broke my promise to myself again ):
catched up with a lot blogging these days
i think i can write a 1 full page reflections whenever i visit a friend's blog
it's really unbelievable sometimes to know how much a person can change over time
oh well, it's not for me to judge him/her and i dont want to either
i dont think im elaborating it further because im not good at words
oh, did i mention how bad i did for my Olevels chinese oral and LC?
okay, it's very bad overall.. short and sweet(:
im stopping my mind to think about it if not i think i would be crying):
i had a lot more to say here, but i forgot completely
mind block):
okay,
goodbye(:
i was reading my old posts while listening to 心墙 by 郭静
i can see how much i've grown over the years
the choice of words i once used and the photos and videos i posted
i had even lost some of the photos and videos
from the once-so-carefree me to now, a person who think a lot
thinking back, my results are even better
because there isnt as much stress as now
i just take the tests and exams as they are without thinking too much
it sort of made me ponder,
had i changed for the better of worse?
quote of the day: 没有任何人会比他人拥有或者失去更多。 Labels: future, past, present
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