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Saturday, October 31, 2009
the malacca trip things-to-bring list is out.
but you know what,
first, it was casually folded into 8 parts and got stuffed inside my pocket
then, i used it to write some notes
now, it got lost.
i guessed he(assuming it's a guy) got angry with me and "run away from home"
LOL
i need a new one.
but i dont think i will get it from mschan =X
I WANT TO GO FOR THE HONGKONG TRIP T.T
fine, i knew there's no chance.
having my breakfast now.
have a nice day :D
sometimes i really dont know what you want.
so what i can do now is just to hid.
until the time comes when you're ready..
Friday, October 30, 2009
the day isnt that bad overall(:
im getting fed up with you, stop it.
i keep seeing you even though you're actually not there.
也许我得承认..我还是放不下你。
Thursday, October 29, 2009
next monday is my mum's birthday.
certainly no idea what to get her.
my bro is planning to send her a birthday card from australia.
omg, i just helped her to make an appointment to the dentist on that day =X
"perfect" day to visit the dentist(:
im left with maths and chinese.
im wondering if im able to complete them on time.
tmr should be a tiring+busy day.
pray hard that my life wont be difficult tmr
im foreseeing trouble somehow.. ):
i suddenly feel that olevels chinese is suddenly super near.
okay, 10nov is 12 days away which is pretty soon.
goodluck to angela for her olevels(:
goodluck to sinyin for her sec3 posting(:
goodluck to me for everything(:
making a promise is a very important decision in life.
breaking a promise is the worst thing to do.
because what you have broken is not just a promise, but your trust.
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
AH HA HA!
congrats to me for completing my HBL for today:D (okay, except chinese -.-)
it took me some effort and time okay..
lunch at sakae yst(:
5 people spent $80+
okay, *heartache*
but i make my money worth!:D (i know what bangguo have to say.. -.-)
drank 10 cups of tea, certainly helps in digestion.
and the caffeine doesnt affects me really, i felt so sleepy at 10pm already.
laughter is really the best medicine~ :)
thanks to the people who brought laughter to me..
didnt exactly got pretty results, but it doesnt really matters alot as compared to last time anymore.
i have to learn the fact that life isnt totally about results and my life dont only revolves around grades.
school is about finding sweetness in the bitter(:
1st bro went australia already.
he wont be coming back till next month.
i cant deny that my 2 brothers are capable, although in different aspects.
what am i capable of?
i havent found the answer.
mum's arm is gradually better.
very very very glad.
thank god.
oh yah,
i completed 4 hrs of stars already.
aiming for 10 hrs if possible.
determination can really bring you far.
i dont want to let you go.
but you're the one who is releasing your grip on me.
should i do the same, or hold you on tightly?
i rather you tell me your answer..
Saturday, October 24, 2009
i did this plate of spaghetti myself(:
-i tidied my shelf after it had been messy for so long
-im having a slight headache now
-im having a slight headache now
-im trying to find something meaningful to do right now
-i overspent this week
-i got back all my EOY results except Amaths and eng compo (the teachers can be really efficient sometimes!)
-i did badly for my geog this time T.T
-i scored below average for my Emaths paper 2 ):
-im of good mood this week
-i think im going to be very busy again very quickly
Keep in the sunlight.
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
my mood is of sort of better today suddenly after so long :D
not exactly because the exams are over.. unknown reasons
but whatever, let's pray hard i'll maintain like that(:
yes, i finally successfully lived through the tiring EOY period(:
i realised that science papers really tire me out.
oh well, i seriously dont expect great results.
and im trying super hard not to let this affect my post-exam mood, at least for these two days.
went for a lunch celebration at pepper lunch
gossip and laughed a lot, certainly efficient in relieving stress(:
accompanying my mum to hospital for physio tmr.
she's just lazy to go if im not there.
actually i dont like going orchard..
(i want to go for movies dates and shopping, i want to relieve all the stress that has built up in me for the past 10 months.)
Saturday, October 17, 2009
NO.
i cannot give up.
not me, not now.
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
-might be back-
Friday, October 9, 2009
im depressed.
you know what,
i felt that im on an unbalanced see-saw.
it's forever moving, never stable.
sometimes, it'll bring me somewhere high, where happiness and carefree are.
whereas other times, it brings me to a place deep down, where fear and stress exist.
i want it to stop, but i knew i cant forced it.
i cant follow the pace and the flow, and now im struggling.
struggling to keep myself onto the see-saw..
when i dont see the point to do it.
but i knew i just have to.
Labels: LOST
Saturday, October 3, 2009
i know the problem is still there.
im just controlling myself from expressing it.
well, at least i dont make people worry(:
probably will not be posting for a long time.
because of busy + no mood.
bye.