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Saturday, December 26, 2009
im fortunate because..
i have my family, my friends and my cousins.
they're loved.
im fortunate although..
i have a weak body.
but i would rather to live a short life happily.
start reflecting . start cherishing
i dont know why im writing all these..
in a rubbish mood now for no particular reasons.
bear with me please, im sorry.
have a good christmas at the discovery centre.
and a quality movie avatar(:
Thursday, December 24, 2009
there's perfectly no point to end everything when i havent even have a taste of success
i had been through so much bitter.. i shall continue until i had tasted success.
i can and i will.
Wednesday, December 23, 2009
what i expected came true..
dont be surprised if you cant shi ting when school reopen..
Tuesday, December 22, 2009
maybe because of this song im currently listening to.had a bad night yesterday dreaming of 2 nightmares..you suddenly makes me wonder if you're really that optimistic because you look optimistic on the outside.i tried to give a happy and optimistic look on the outside before, thinking that i can be happier that way but i gradually realised that thoughts are not actionsthinking you're happy and optimistic when you're actually not is just a form of deceivingand it's not going to take you anywhere.sometimes i have to admit that facebook quiz result are really very true..omg, im losing control of my own thoughts..im seeing the doctor tomorrow, after having two whole weeks of medication..tell me that what im foreseeing is not true..
)))))):
Tuesday, December 8, 2009
i remember, last year's birthday was bad.
i even wrote an essay on that (it's for school purpose)
well, i guessed that's why 14 is a bad year overall, not only for me, but for those around me.
that's why for this year, on this special day, i told myself, "shi ting, no matter what, you dont cry today.."
one of my wishes come true, which is good.
there's no birthday cake from my family.
im very glad that there's totally zero reaction from them for my 15th birthday.
it may seemed sad for some of you, but please understand me for thinking this way.
because this is the best reaction from them so as to not to make me sad.
special thanks to the four of you (i guessed you know who you are).
at least you all helped me to confirm my existence somewhere.
very super special thank to E.
you really made me very very surprised on that day.
im really glad that i have you,
you're a great friend, i assure you(:
people, thanks for letting me know that im worth for what you had done to me.
you all definitely helped me confirmed something, something very precious to me.
thanks for making my 5475th day on earth so fufilling(:
Thursday, December 3, 2009
Amazing Sand Drawing @ Yahoo! Video
it made people cry.
but surprisely, when i saw this, my super terrible mood changed for the better.
im amused by sand drawing..