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Thursday, September 29, 2011
another dropped out of school.
yeah, jc is just like that.
through grades, one gave up after another.
and the good ones are left to compete among themselves.
this makes the competition even harder to go on.
people are just being filtered out one by one.
really fear the day comes when i realised i had been filtered out.
when i see people study hard now, especially those who dont used to do that, i feel really scared.
because i know this increases the chance of me getting retained, although the chances are high enough.
and im actually still not sure whether my method of studying is really working or not.
maybe it has just been wrong all this while.
nevertheless, jc is never a regret, promised.
i actually dont think i'll do better if i were in poly now.
if i am going to be on the retain list, i'll probably just carry on, instead of getting a transfer.
everything is just a result of me wasting my time and not studying hard enough.
jc is all about self discipline, a lot a lot of it.
and people either get encouraged or demoralised.
i dont know.
nobody knows.
and it's going to start tomorrow.
do your best.
Friday, September 16, 2011
今天，在妈妈怀里哭了。很伤心，但却庆幸得到了那一刻最需要的安慰。
I was browsing through my contact list.and found a number which belongs to a person that dont exist anymore.my heart skipped a beat, and i deleted it.
Today, is so not a good day.
Thursday, September 15, 2011
很久没哭了。
Oh man, I really feel super upset because I think I really look like I doesnt care.
Hope you understand that I'm just a very inner person.
I do care a lot, though.
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2 more weeks, pray that I'll clear it safely.
Sunday, September 11, 2011
"For the people who were going to work that morning, they might have had those same thoughts-when I retire, I am going to do this - those people never had that chance."
"Those 200 people, they knew they were facing death, there's no way escaping it. They simply just chose the way they want it to be."
4 civilian airplanes, 19 hijackers, more than 2500 innocent deaths.
so this is what you want. Is it?
If I'm feeling like this right now, then how about those millions of people?