Hi all,

Wow, just realised that I hasn't been posting for the whole of December.

And it's supposedly the slackest month of my life hahaha.

It's totally a 'rotting at home' month for me.
And it's because of that that I didn't do any posting because my life have been so boring that I have nothing to share.

Yup, I just started my holiday job for 1 week!

It's a job that makes me feel sometimes worth doing, but sometimes not:X

Nevertheless I don't think there're any other better options out there.

So I'm probably sticking to this arrangement until something unexpected happens (e.g. if they decide to sack me.)

It's more like a job that involves helping others.

So I do feel happy sometimes if I managed to help somebody out there(:

And there're really some kids who are sooooooooooo soooooooooooo cute!

They really can make my day:P

but sometimes if I couldn't answer people's questions or if they show me some really lousy attitude, I'll probably feel discouraged and ask myself 'why am I doing this?'. 

And I got the answer, 'It's all for money.' hahaha.

So the realistic side of mine does do me some good yeah? 

Helped me retain the job instead of giving up.

And I actually thought I can start going out and have fun, do some enjoyable shopping, etc, with the money I have made.

But now that the money is sort of 'hard-earned', somehow you don't feel like spending it you know.

I hope someone can understand the kind of feeling which I do.

I got a little stressed up thinking about my soon-to-start swimming class, driving lessons and result release nowadays:X

maybe it's because I haven't felt settled down with my new job and the recent release of O Levels result.

Hoping things could get better(:

And I really want the NYJC water bottle that they gave out during the open house yesterday! *OMG!*

Haii too bad I didn't even went.