i love her seriously<3

it's difficult not to smile and become cheery whenever i see her, even if im in 1 of the worst mood at that time.

she just simply gives a very sunny and positive image.

and im sure many ppl who knows her will agree with me.

like even if the sky is going to fall the very next moment, she'll still be a happy girl(:

i'll always miss the times when i used to send her a depressing sms saying that im feeling lousy at that moment, and the next moment when her reply comes in, i'll immediately break into a smile.  

i just love to depend on her, and i am 100% sure that she's a loyal buddy that i can always depend on whenever i need to.

even though im still skeptical on the "best friends forever" theory,

but if possible, i want us to stay like that forever.

can we?

i realised that blogs should be selectively read.

i found out that reading some ppl's blog will make my mood drop dramastically all of a sudden,

while some other ppl's blog makes me hopeful and remained cheery after reading it.

for instant, i think my blog shouldnt be 1 that you should be reading.

cause i usually come here to rant and rant and rant.

to release my inner feelings that i usually do not express it out.

i like the feeling of blogging and i want to keep it personally, or maybe, only to share it with certain close friends.