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Mickomushi.
Monday, March 14, 2011

you know, once i thought that even if 2012 is approaching,
i wouldnt be scared nor afraid.
i always have that mindset that since it's coming and we couldnt prevent it, there should be nothing to be scared about.
it'll be just that 1 sec of traumatism and everything will be gone..
me, you, and everything.
and i thought i will always feel this way, till the day really comes.
but now,
i regretted.

japan, india, chile, new zealand, haiti and the endless count.
it's not kidding anymore.
it's going to come.

watched this two videos.
have that sudden feel of helplessness.
sudden urge to cry.

i keep worrying about my future.
but suddenly, i really feel i have no future anymore.
if the world is going to end like that, why am i bothering to worry so much about things that is going to happen in the future when there's no more future.
no future, nothing will happen.
dont bother to worry, dont bother to dream.
do your best now and take one step at a time.

are we sure that the past will always be past tense?
if i were to given a chance to live back my past again, i wouldnt want it.
let it be.
let the happy memories always stay as memories and the lessons be learnt.
i dont want to repeat anything anymore..
neither the memories nor the lessons.

posted at 8:47 PM by Shi Ting