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Monday, April 4, 2011
seriously, i dont know what i should say about my life now.
it's not too bad, not too good.
im going to school everyday hoping the moment to go home will come fast.
monday waiting for friday
friday hoping weekend goes slower.
friendship wise.. i must say.. im not really satisfied with the status now.
especially for cca, no friends there really makes me dread to go there.
it's especially demoralising when everyone's in cliques.
it's just difficult to join in.
study wise, im not really euthu about it.
but at least i'll get what needs to done to done when it's due.
test results, still able to make it but can do better.
im so uncertain about my future.
it's just like me waiting for days to pass slowly.
one day, two days, three days..
i just dont want to be too bad.
it'll be bonus if i done well.
haii, i think im in exactly the same state as when i first entered fuhua in sec 1
my adaptation skills is really the worst of the worse.
and it hasnt become better as the age increases.
how long does it need for me to feel really comfortable with jc life?
half a year? it has been a quarter already:S
i guessed friends are really important figures in school life.
i just cant have the drive to be passionate about everything without real good friends.
or am i expecting too much?
i realised im too dependent on friends.
omg, that's bad):
mood nowadays: okay lor. haii.
missing the past again.
im still hanging on there. hope i stay strong.