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Thursday, October 6, 2011
I heard Steve Jobs passed away this morning.
I really hate knowing people that i know passed away.
Although they dont know me and we're not related in any way, I still have that pinch of sadness within me.
Rest in peace.
and really thanks for that great creation(:
You know, I have been giving myself a lot of self counselling sessions nowadays.
Of course, about getting retained and all that stuff, so that I wont over react by too much when I get my results.
Especially every time I walked out from the exam, knowing that I dont have the confidence to pass that particular paper.
I had also did some self evaluation: What's making me so scared about getting retained?
And I realised a very important answer: I'm simply afraid that people will look down on me.
Remember the first day I stepped into the class and realised that there's 3 retainees in the class, I must really admit that I had thrown a weird look on them.
Because I had always been in an environment where there's no retainees, there're only people who have always been fighting for the top position.
In my dictionary at that point of time, retain = plain laziness.But as time passes by, the definition had changed greatly.
And now, I'm actually the one facing this crisis.
Maybe it's just karma: I once looked down on people, and they're going to look down on me too.
3 more papers to go.
I guessed much of the results had been fixed.
Nevertheless, I must have the courage to face everything when it really comes.
No choice(:
Be brave.